For the first time in about five years, I am honestly content with where I am in life. Of course, I still have goals and dreams, but I’m not rushing anymore.
Since my sophomore year of high school I have done everything I can to be as active as possible — in all the areas I don’t need to focus on, or at least not put so much focus on. Friends, “partying” (my definition of partying is not the stereotypical definition of partying), time on the computer, Facebook, music, graphic design, work, girls, alcohol — get the picture?
I think I’ve learned my lesson. Because the past two nights I’ve stayed home and didn’t have one inkling to involve myself with any of those things. I don’t mean to say that I am now a monk and will be momentarily shaving my head and wearing cool robes. But, I can say that my life in general has slowed down. The activities aren’t as important as the relaxation and contentment one can find.
I love my life. Last year, I couldn’t say that honestly. I have an amazing family, superb friends, a fantastic job, money, a car that works, food on the table, clothes, and most importantly, I’m alive.
Nothing is better than that.
Couldn’t be more proud of you. Unlike others, who remain blind to their hypocrisy, the Lord graciously shined the light on the emptiness of such hypocrisy and you chose to follow His guidance. Stay on the course He has set…it is filled with blessings!
Hey Ricky, So glad to hear that you are “lovin’ life” right now… and that you have started up writing again! You are awesome!
Love and Blessings, Mrs. J